Still amazed by Angkor Wat
Angkor Wat, viewed from the western gate, just inside the moat.

Angkor Wat, viewed from the western gate, just inside the moat.

I remember my first visit to Angkor Wat, probably about a fifteen years ago. I'd visited Cambodia a couple of times before, and had never gotten out to see the ancient temple complex at the heart of what was once one of the world's largest cities, the capital of a powerful empire whose existence had completely escaped my notice for my first three decades.

I didn't travel much as a kid, and before we began the process to adopt our oldest son Chien, there wasn't a single site or city in Asia that would have made the top fifty or so slots on my bucket list.

My Cambodian friends were mystified — and probably a little offended — that I'd traveled all the way to their country, and had never made the trip to Siem Reap to visit the world's largest religious compound, a collection of ruins so magnificent that the European explorers who "discovered" it proclaimed it to be the work of some lost race of Romans or Greeks, refusing to believe that the Khmers or any Asian people could have built something so massive, so sophisticated.

I distinctly recall approaching the massive moat around Angkor Wat and wondering how on earth its builders could manage such a mammoth excavation without the benefit of modern equipment. And then as our made the right turn toward the temple entrance, I saw in person the same towers that grace the Cambodian flag, currency and roughly 60 percent of the country's mini-marts, and the sight literally took my breath away.

I've been to the Great Wall. It's impressive not because of any intrinsic architectural grandeur, but simply because it's The Great Wall of China; its fame is its primary attraction. And I've seen the Taj Mahal. It's astonishingly beautiful, like a gigantic, jeweled cake or magical tiara. It's much bigger in person than I expected, and as mahals go, you can't get much nicer. The mosques that flank it are sufficiently grand that if they weren't overshadowed by the Taj's beauty, they'd probably merit a visit themselves. As it stands, they're relegated to the status of outbuildings, garage mahals, if you will. 

For me, Angkor occupies its own echelon. And for Cambodians, whose nation has been kicked around for half a millennium, it occupies a position of national pride that I as an American can barely comprehend. It stands as irrefutable proof that they were once at the very top of the totem pole politically, artistically, culturally and militarily. They were peers of the Greeks, Babylonians and Romans. I've seen Angkor — or at least parts of it — at least a dozen times, and I'm still awed by the ingenuity and might of its builders.

I won't bore you (or embarrass myself) by expending my limited understanding of Angkorian iconography here. But I do encourage you to spend some time on Google or YouTube familiarizing yourself with one of our world's greatest archeological treasures. I hope you'll enjoy some of my pictures. Maybe you'll make the visit yourself some day. 

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Always time for dinner with family
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I'm going to make this post a short one, as I'm still a bit jet lagged, and I'm getting up early tomorrow to visit the spectacular Angkor Wat temple complex with Kori, Xiudan and Pak. 

As the presence of this post would indicate to all but the most casual readers, we made it to Cambodia. It took us about 38 hours to do so, but we're in good spirits. We're starting our trip in Siem Reap — or, as I like to call it "Pigeon Forge, Cambodia." That is to say, it's overrun with tourists and tacky souvenir shops. Unlike the actual Pigeon Forge, however, it's also home to world-class architectural, archeological and cultural attractions and more than a few decent restaurants.

We decided to start our 45 day trip with a couple of days in Siem Reap — away from any of our project sites — to give my family a chance to recover from the exhausting journey in private, away from eyes of staff, kids and supporters who might be scandalized by witnessing one or all of us dozing off mid-meal or experiencing a physical or emotional meltdown. All kidding aside, my kids travel very well: they're enthusiastic, inquisitive and almost always extraordinarily pleasant to be around.

We settled into our hotel yesterday and spent this morning at a local archery range (take note: if our castle is attacked by Mongol hordes, we're going to have to rely on boiling oil rather than bow and arrow for our defense) and even got in a little swimming.

For dinner this evening we met a team from Vista Community Church. They had been in town visiting Angkor Wat, joined by a handful of university students and Savong, one of our Asia's Hope parents, from the Prek Eng 3 children's home. Vista has faithfully supported the Prek Eng 3 kids and staff for more than a decade, and have helped us raise these kids since they were quite young. They're also covering university costs for these young scholars who are studying to be engineers, entrepreneurs, lawyers and public servants. 

Dinner was great. I mean, the food was okay. But man, what a joy it is to spend a couple of hours with these amazing kids and a group of supporters from my own hometown. It was a special treat to spend the evening with Tod Heath, a guy I've known since I was about 13 years old. His son Adam is a dear friend of mine and one of my longest-serving board members. Tod and his wife Nancy were among Asia's Hope's earliest supporters, and they've been generous with their prayers, wisdom and finances as long or longer than pretty much anyone else. This is Tod's first visit to Cambodia, and I'm so glad he's finally had the chance to see first-hand what he's been investing in for all these years.

Well, I rise at dawn tomorrow for a long day under the hot sun. So I'm going to hit the sack. May God bless all of you who pray for — and pay for — our work here in Asia. I hope that my posts over the next few weeks will encourage and entertain. Peace.

That's how the light gets in.

“Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in”
— Leonard Cohen

Born in a rural Indian village to a destitute single mother who abandoned her at the age of two, Sabina was sentenced to a miserable life certain to end quietly, anonymously and early, thanks to a congenital heart defect that could only be repaired by a costly surgery in a far away city.

The tens of thousands of dollars needed for this surgery may as well have been billions. And from her home in the foothills of the Himalayas, a world-class cardiac hospital in Kolkata was an insurmountable, interplanetary distance.

But Sabina’s story has played out differently than that of countless millions of orphaned children living in poor countries around the world. At her most vulnerable point — as a frail, sickly toddler on the brink of starvation — Sabina was rescued by Asia’s Hope in India. And like all the children welcomed by Asia’s Hope, she was placed in a loving, Christian home with a mom and a dad who accepted her as their own daughter, surrounded by siblings who, like Sabina had themselves been rescued from a life of poverty, loneliness and exploitation.

No longer unwanted and vulnerable, Sabina’s daily life — and long-term outlook — was immediately transformed. Anil and Latika, her mom and dad, bathed her, fed her, clothed her. They tended gently to the sores that covered her face. They taught her to walk, to sing, to dance. At the age of six, Sabina was still small, but no longer emaciated. Her eyes, which were before hollow and haunted, now illuminated dark rooms. And her smile seemed of its own power to chase away clouds.

Sabina was now healthy enough for a life-saving open heart surgery. And because she was an Asia’s Hope kid, all her parents had to do is ask. Even before hearing the cost, I said, “Yes. Of course. We will do for Sabina what I would do for my own child.” I knew that the Asia’s Hope community would respond with its characteristic generosity.

I added a giving page to the Asia’s Hope website, sent out an email and posted the request on Facebook and Twitter. Within a few short days, our supporters contributed enough money for the surgery. After a couple of weeks, we raised the full amount needed for the surgery, travel, recovery and follow up care.

Last Thursday, skilled surgeons carefully opened Sabina’s chest and, over a period of nearly 8 hours, repaired valves, ventricles and arteries before carefully stitching her up and gently bandaging her tiny body. She awoke surrounded by loving family, embraced by the prayers of 800 Asia’s Hope kids and 200 staff in Cambodia, Thailand and India, and thousands of Asia’s Hope supporters in the U.S, Canada and Australia.

This morning, doctors allowed Pastors Amber and Sunil to bring phones into the recovery room, and I was blessed to receive a video call from my little friend, Sabina. “Jaimashi!” she beamed, her smile bright as ever. “Jaimashi, Sabina!” I replied.

“Jaimashi.” “Jesus wins.”

Jaimashi indeed.

Pastor Amber tenderly untied Sabina’s gown, briefly revealing the bandages that trace a shocking outline of a truly massive incision. It’s amazing to me that such a little girl could not only endure such a traumatic procedure, but come out of it smiling.

Sabina’s doctors expect her to recover fully and live a normal, healthy life. We’ll have to watch her closely, and she may need to have some additional procedures as she grows. But her parents know — and she will come to understand — that she is so deeply loved, so well-supported, that she will always receive the care she needs to flourish as a beloved daughter in God’s beautiful family.

The joy of Sabina’s successful surgery was, however, dimmed this week by the sudden, tragic and devastating influenza death of 8 year old Nikita, another of our children rescued by Asia’s Hope India. Nikita’s early life was not entirely unlike Sabina’s. She lived in extreme poverty until she was brought at the age of five to Asia’s Hope.

She too was given a new home, new parents and a group of siblings who loved her well. Her time in our care was as much a blessing for us as it was for her.

One daughter saved. One daughter lost. Such an equation is meaningless in the mathematics of the heart. One life doesn’t cancel the other. This is no zero-sum game.

Today, we hold extraordinary joy in one hand and crushing sorrow in the other. We cry out, “Why, God?” and “Jaimashi!” in the same breath. We are healed. We are pierced.

It would be far easier to never care enough to experience such pain. Many do. Why should you or I invest so much time, money, effort and emotional capital into an orphaned child — one of millions — living on the other side of the world? Not my fault, not my problem.

But as I’ve come to experience the heart of a Father who would send his own son to pay the debt for my rebellious, stubborn, selfish heart, I’ve also come to understand that the hurt and the healing all come in through the same wounds.

You can’t shut your ears to the cries of the poor and still hear the symphony of grace that turns deserts into gardens, sutures shattered hearts and turns orphans into sons and daughters.

I’m grateful for all of you who have joined me, who have joined Amber and Sunil, Savorn and Tutu, Anil and Latika and so many others in welcoming Sabina and Nikita and hundreds of other children like them. It’s an honor to serve with you, and even to mourn with you.

"Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in”

Jaimashi.

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Summer 2017 — It's a wrap.

The last week or so has been a whirlwind. We've welcomed guests from three churches — Central Vineyard (Columbus, OH), Vineyard Marysville (Marysville, OH) and Vista Community Church (Dublin, OH).

I haven't had the opportunity to write posts about each team or, really, much of anything, so I'll do a big "photo dump" and upload a bunch of pictures from the last week and a half of our trip.

Thank you for all of your prayers and support. We're making a difference together as we lead courageously on behalf of orphaned and vulnerable children.

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"Nothing prepared us."
Mark and Beth Voltmann enjoy a special dinner cooked by Phally, one of the girls from the Prek Eng 4 Children's Home; Phally is currently attending culinary school.

Mark and Beth Voltmann enjoy a special dinner cooked by Phally, one of the girls from the Prek Eng 4 Children's Home; Phally is currently attending culinary school.

This trip has been one of many firsts. Not for me, really. I haven't done a careful count recently, but I think this may be my 28th trip to Asia. But for all of our family's guests this summer, this has been their first time visiting Asia's Hope.

Last night we said goodbye to Mark and Beth Voltmann, the sponsors of our Prek Eng 4 Children's Home. They've been supporting the staff and kids for a number of years, and have been praying for them since the very beginning. They've seen photos and videos of the kids and their parents, but until this summer, they've never met in person.

Last night, Mark told us, "We've been involved in a lot of different ministries at home and abroad, but nothing prepared us for how quickly and fully we'd fall in love with these people." So as they said their final goodbyes after a special dinner they hosted for the PE4 staff, we all knew that this first trip would not be their last.

It's difficult and expensive for busy people to fly half way across the world to spend time with a group of people they've never met. But when God miraculously turns mere acquaintances and charitable beneficiaries into dear friends and family, it's difficult if not impossible to stay away for long.

I'm thankful for the opportunity to welcome new people to hands' on participation in the work God has entrusted to us. Watching them fall in love with the people, the food, the culture and the life-changing projects helps keep things fresh for me, helps me keep my own sense of wonder and helps me fall in love anew.

Mark and Beth have left, and our roles as hosts are pretty much finished for the summer.  We'll meet up with a team from Vista (sponsors of our Prek Eng 3 home here in Cambodia and co-sponsors of our Kalimpong 4 home in India) and with one from Central Vineyard (my home church and sponsors of our Prek Eng 2 home), but both of those teams have experienced leaders at the helm, so our role is limited.

If you, your family, your church, school or company are looking to exercise courageous leadership on behalf of the world's most vulnerable kids, I'd love to talk. I'll be home in about a week and a half, and look forward to hearing from you. Hit me up at john@asiashope.org or call 614.285.5813. Maybe some day we'll be hosting you in Cambodia, Thailand or India.

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This is NOT the church of the future.

It seems we've only just arrived in Battambang, and now it's time to leave. We've been so busy here that it's been impossible to keep up with my photo editing and blogging.

On Friday and Saturday we joined all of the teenagers from Asia's Hope Battambang — and dozens of kids from other churches and Christian organizations, more than 400 kids in all — for the annual Asia's Hope youth conference.

We enjoyed youth-led worship services, delicious Cambodian meals, a hard-fought soccer tournament and a dance party under the stars. What a privilege it was to join pastors Touch Borin and Ek Manil in bringing words of encouragement to these enthusiastic and capable young people.

I took the morning sessions on both days. On Saturday I spoke about the decline of Christianity in the so-called West (or Global North, or whatever you'll have) and its explosive growth in the rest of the world. I urged them to take their place in writing the next worship songs that will be translated into languages and sung in churches around the world, to write the next great theological treatises that will instruct pastors in my country, and to plant churches in their own hometown — and maybe even mine.

This is their century and their movement. They're not the church of the future, they're the church now. We in the majority world need their leadership, their passion, their vision and their perspectives. I can't wait to see what Christianity will look like when led by Cambodian, Thai, Indian, Chinese, Nigerian, Lebanese and Guatemalan sisters and brothers.

More than 20 of these young people have already committed to a life of pastoral ministry. They're already receiving special training and attention from world-class leaders from their country and from among our partnering churches in North America and Australia.

Please pray for these young people, and begin preparing to not only serve, but also follow them as they take their places at the new center of global Christianity. If you'd like to help Asia's Hope create opportunities for these, our new generation of leaders, please consider donating generously — and perhaps regularly. Every dollar invested in these amazing youth produces fruit that will nourish a world desperate for the saving and sustaining love of Christ.

Students lead worship during the Day 1 morning session

In a hard-fought match, the team from Battambang defeated the team from Prek Eng 3-1

In a hard-fought match, the team from Battambang defeated the team from Prek Eng 3-1

I encourage the students to take their position of leadership at the center of global Christianity

Wes Polsdorfer cuts the ribbon at the Battambang 13 Children's Home

Wes Polsdorfer cuts the ribbon at the Battambang 13 Children's Home

All of the kids enjoy a picnic feast

All of the kids enjoy a picnic feast

"Beyond overwhelmed."

"Beyond overwhelmed."

That was Wes Polsdorfer's response at dinner when I asked him what he thought about the day.

Wes traveled to Cambodia with his wife Dawn and daughter Andra to visit our brand new Battambang 13 Children's Home. He and Dawn had dreamed of building a home for orphans since adopting Andra — then named Polina — as a baby from Moscow, Russia.

A year ago, I'd never met Wes' family. Heck, I'd never even heard of them. But when their good friend Stephanie shared through tears her experience visiting Asia's Hope in the summer of 2016, their hearts leapt and they contacted me. We met in December, shared our vision, and within a week, I had a check that covered not only the home's construction, but startup costs and a few months' operating budget. They also agreed to cover — indefinitely — ongoing operations at the home.

That interaction set in motion a plan that God was crafting long before the foundations of the world. Orphaned and abandoned children were moved from our waiting list into our admission queue. "Prospective staff members" became "home parents" and a new family was born.

After a few short months of construction, we gathered a group of scared, hungry and vulnerable children — taking care to keep siblings together — and we introduced them to their new parents. Yesterday afternoon, we met them for the first time.

Having done this more than 30 times, you'd think the thrill would wear off. But as I watched Wes, Dawn and Andra embrace home parents Savy and Dara, warmly greet the home's two help staff — themselves Asia's Hope graduates — and kneel down to tenderly interact with 20 children who had been for the past few weeks just pictures in an email, I couldn't help but feel a rush of emotions.

I was thrilled for Wes, Dawn and Andra. As an adoptive father, I know how important this is to them. I felt proud for Savy and Dara — they've done such a wonderful job with these kids. Sure, the little ones are still a little tentative around visitors, but it's clear that they know they can trust their new mom and dad. They love their home and are eager to show it off, careful to point out where they sleep and which dresser is theirs.

In the few short days we've had together in Battambang, we've enjoyed meals, dedicated the new home, played at the pool, and danced under the stars. We've packed a year's worth of fun into a single week. But this is just the beginning. The Polsdorfers have started a journey with us that will see these kids grow, graduate, get married and create their own families.

I'm thankful for Wes, Dawn and Andra. Their courageous leadership is saving and transforming lives. But I know that they would rather you emulate them than admire them.

You may not have the resources to build and sponsor an entire home. And you may be called to support a differentministry somewhere else in the world. But God has given you resources. And he wants to use you to increase your joy and his glory.

"Like a wonderful present I couldn't open at the time." Grown up, our kids share their stories.

We've had a lot of great times on this trip, but the highlight to this point was yesterday morning. Midmorning, I heard a knock on my door at the guesthouse, and I looked outside to see the smiling, moon-shaped face of Bui, one of the boys who grew up at and graduated from Asia's Hope here in Thailand. It was appropriate that Bui arrived early; when he was a child, he was always the first to greet me at the home upon arrival and always the last one to let go of my hand as I left.

Tutu Bee (L), Asia's Hope Thailand's Country Director, translates for an Asia's Hope graduate.

Tutu Bee (L), Asia's Hope Thailand's Country Director, translates for an Asia's Hope graduate.

I knew that we would be sharing lunch with some of our college-age kids, but I didn't know exactly who was coming or how many would be able to make it. Some of our university students live only a short distance away in Chiang Mai. Others go to school many hours away and can rarely make it home for a visit. Over the next hour or so, more kids joined us, one or two at a time until we had 16 smiling teens, embracing us and each other, chattering away in Thai. For some, it was a reunion with siblings and friends three years in the making.

We settled into a second-floor meeting room overlooking the guesthouse pool, and someone produced a guitar. We sang a few worship songs, Jerod, Jamie, Pak and I said a few words of welcome and encouragement. We asked the students to share about their fields of study, their dreams for the future and how growing up at Asia's Hope had affected their lives.

One by one the students stood up, told us a little about their school, their major and their thoughts on where they had come from and what was next for them. Addison pulled out his phone and recorded some of it, so maybe we'll transcribe and share some of what they said later. I didn't expect to have such an emotional reaction to the gathering, but within the first 45 minutes I had wiped my eyes and choked back tears at least a dozen times.

What wonderful kids we've raised! They're studying to become mechanics, teachers, pastors, lawyers, bankers and hotel managers. Each of them has a different dream. But in their testimonies a number of common themes arose.

"I'm so thankful to Asia's Hope and to everyone who supported me financially. I don't know where I would be without them!"

"Growing up in Asia's Hope was a wonderful experience. It's so different out here in the world with all of the city kids — I'm just a hill tribe kid from the village. It's tough at first, but I know I can do it."

"Asia's Hope was a real family to me. My parents at Asia's Hope loved me, cared for me, provided everything for me — just as if I was their own child."

"Growing up at Asia's Hope, I never understood the rules and the restrictions, but now I see why you protected us and pushed us to study hard."

"If I hadn't come to Asia's Hope, I would have never even finished high school. I would have dropped out, gotten married and had many children by now like the other girls from my village. Now I'm in university and have a bright future!"

"I'm so thankful for Ajan Mae (Teacher-mom, what they call Tutu) and for all of her hard work. She made a place for me and my siblings, and we would not have survived if it wasn't for her and Asia's Hope."

One profound young woman said, "My childhood at Asia's Hope was like a wonderful present I couldn't open at the time, but now I get to open and enjoy it."

This is why we do it. Yes, it's important to rescue small children and give them safe shelter throughout their youth. But if we didn't work so hard to provide them the tools they'll need to succeed as independent adults we would be at best delaying their fate as paupers and perpetual victims of exploitation and injustice. But by giving them a real family and the promise of college education or vocational training, we're helping them break once and for all the chains of poverty that have enslaved their families for generations.

I've watched these kids grow up. I've known them since they were only small children. To see them achieving their dreams is humbling and exhilarating.

Thank you so much for all you've done on behalf of these hard-working young adults. Your generosity and courageous leadership is shaping them into the kind of men and women who will lead their families, tribes and country to a better tomorrow. I am — we all are — grateful for your prayers and consistent financial support.

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